There are those who can see it coming and those who can't. Those who can, I believe, are the unlucky ones, it's like a living, waking nightmare that you can't stop. The lucky ones who don't see it coming, usually happens suddenly and without warning. There are times that I just want to scream but I know that I have to keep it to myself. What I may perceive as normal, can be viewed as abnormal to others. Many times I wonder if I'm losing it. I pride myself as not having any psychological issues but lately I've been having doubts. A long time ago, a friend once diagnosed me as being psychotic, I just brushed it off at the time.
時々、私は知らない, 私は私のための端が近くあると考える. 私はちょうど早ければ早いほど良いそれを片付けたいと思う。私は未来を過さない、私は業積を有しない、私にのために気遣い、私を気遣う誰も誰もある。 私が死ぬ場合、誰も私また更に心配を覚えていない。
Maybe I just need to go home. When I say home, I mean to Hawaii. It's been about 6 years since I've been back, which has been the longest time away I've ever spent away from my home.
つづく ( To be continued... ) 若しかしたら...
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