This is not going to end well...

I thought I was finally going to get a job after this long hiatus, I was finally going to find a job only to be told there is a hiring freeze... I had filled out all the forms and had also signed up for a training class.

I've just about sold everything of worth and considering selling my computer which I need and hand built myself and may have to consider selling my school issued netbook and my phone. If I do this, I'm just going to give up.

I'm tired of fighting, tired of trying to survive, tired of just looking only to have people being so prejudice.

Hello, been a while...

Not sure how much I can take this, been unemployed for a while and now it's over. Just about sold everything to pay my bills and it's still not enough.

I've sent out so many resumes and have gotten very few responses. I guess I'm truely alone and about to lose everything and my self esteem and dignity.